Wednesday, May 23, 2007








August 6, 2006
- Part 2

Yes, I'm sure it is the happiest day of my life. I feel so free, so fulfulled, and so in love with my brothers and sisters who live on the other side of the screen.

This was Khalil's last day of flying through his tree. He spiked a temperature of 106 degrees which hovered between 104 -105. Moving heaven and earth couldn't stem the course of events. He was euthanized shortly thereafter.

After I died, Mommy wrote to her friend again:

My guides tell me Khalil is a totally magical being, sent to help me. He refused to remain if he had to be ill and it caused me any pain. He will remain as part of my Angelic Force and Spirit to bring in magic for me. I am told my life will change for the better now that he is here with me and that he took my past pains away by coming to me. I am also told he received what he needed from the earth--LOVE. He felt very special and very loved which, of course, he was.

She responded:

Yes, Khalil is loved much, and Love is what makes all of us evolve and puts us on a higher path. I agree that Khalil was a magical being - the marking on his forehead was witness to his incredible earth jouney.

Some Native American people believe that for all species there is a Being or 'group spirit', so to speak. The deer have a group spirit, the wolves, etc. This group Being is perceived as a white representation of its particular species and usually extremely large. Monday of last week, after I had received your email, I was thinking of Khalil and I saw a huge white cat. This Being was luminous white and the spots on Her/Him were barely visible and seemed to be sort of irridesent. I saw this Being send a beam of Light to Khalil and the Light exploded within Khalil. I knew that Khalil had changed and evolved into something very special and magical, for this is unusual. Most often, the group Being will come and put its nostrils to the nostrils of the creature being and take the breath, helping it to change worlds. But this was different and what your guides are telling you about Khalil being a totally magical being is truth. And the love he received from you is what catapulted him into this special and magical place on the Flowering Tree of Life. You are a very loving and giving person, and because of that, Khalil is in a consciousness he would not have been in if he had lived with someone else. He gave you freedom by taking your past pains, and you gave him love and increased his consciousness to a higher level by that love. It is truly a beautiful interweaving of the Oneness of all things.

I wish you rest, peace and love. Take good care of yourself and know that Creatress/Creator, and all beings thank you for your love and compassion - for all of us.





August 6, 2006 -
Part 1

This may be the happiest day of my life. I feel like I'm flying.




August 2, 2006
What a wonderful time I had today!!!
I chewed on my favorite branch. Scanned my territory. Chased a lizard up the wall. And rolled in the glorious essence of dog pee. Am I on a high!

August 1, 2006

Mommy always knew I was special. She saw the mark on my head as Sesen, A Lotus Flower. A symbol of the Sun, of creation and rebirth. Because at night the flower closes and sinks underwater, at dawn it rises and opens again. According to one creation myth it was a giant lotus which first rose out of the watery chaos at the beginning of time. From this giant lotus the sun itself rose on the first day. A symbol of Upper Egypt.


Mommy believes I came to the Earth on a special mission. She wrote to a friend who knows of these things. The answer was: Since you have been sending the pics of Khalil, the marking on his third eye has always drawn me in - Kahlil reminded me of some great prince in a bejeweled tuban. He has an elegance and royalty about him. The marking reminded me of the jewel in the lotus.





August 1, 2006
When we went inside, I rested and Mommy made more portraits of me.





August 1, 2006
Mommy loves my daring-do. She says I have such an indom-inable spirit.


July 30, 2006
When we came inside to rest, Mommy took these two portraits.





July 30, 2006
The days are hot and the shade feels so good. We take short trips. I love my life. Mommy knows if there was any way I could have stayed I would have.



July 26, 2006

Our closeness grows and grows. I love Mommy so much.





July 26, 2006
These are the best times. I sit outside the screen in the shade and watch my brothers and sisters. They want to come out and play with me.

Mommy talks to me and we share a very intense bond.





July 24, 2006
Mommy is feeling so confident that I'm going to test negative she allows me to look at my brothers and sisters through the screened patio. That's when I saw "our dogs!" I had forgotten all about them and was I startled. But Mommy reminded me saying, "It's okay, Khalil. These are our dogs." I was so relieved.




July 20, 2006

Everything looks great. I look great and I'm having a wonderful time. Mommy is so hopeful.





July 13, 2006

In the afternoon,
it's climbing my glorious "tree"
and hunting in the tall grass.